Tired and I don't know why.

So, I am very tired. Excuse me if this post lacks much much cleverness as I slept very little last night. I was tossing and turning, probably cause I didn't take my usual benadryl before bed. It usually knocks me out. I was thinking about Christmas vacation, and the fun that will be, the next play, and many other random occurances in my life.

Now that I think about it, is it discriminatory to say that the week or so we get off of school is officially called Christmas vacation? It seems to me that saying Merry Christmas has become almost like a sin in todays world, because there is a small percentage of people that do not celebrate that holiday. Honestly I don't know what they are bitching about because if someone said happy Quanza (sp?) to me I would not be offended in the least.

I set my phone to a London time zone and it has not yet failed to confuse me completely. My rat has also not failed to piss me off this week, but I love her though.

I have a new crush, and I he has appeared in my daydreams occasionally over the past few days which is a nice change on me lately, despite the way I appear my romantic feelings have bordered on A-sexual. I think having crushes in most cases are good for a person. They can get bad say... the person decides they are in love with their crush and become obsessed, and that never ends well. I like fancying someone but if it doesn't work out, or nothing comes of it, I won't get my heart broken. It's best to keep things light before you are in a relationship with someone that way you don't risk coming on too strong, or creeping someone out. I basically stop at harmless flirting. That can be a good thing or a bad thing because if it turns out he's into me, my flirting might not be enough to let him know that I like him and therefore he is afraid to make any sort of move, and in turn I can't make a move because I also don't know he's into me.

I HATE DATING. Its a science that I just don't care to and don't study. Then again, if I don't study my dreams of having that lifelong friend and honest companion will drift away into the abyss... just like my childhood.
wow. thats depressing.

bubbles! that always cheers me up!