Oh wonderous play!

So... the play went amazing!!! The Audience LOVED me I have to say. Also, I found this video...
all this makes my life quite pleasurable at the moment.

Totally Stressed

I have no way to describe how stressed out I truly am, so I will not try.

WHY!

Why did I make this post I ask?

A long time comin'

I haven't posted in a while, and I thought that now, as I am waiting for an episode of "It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia" was loading on another tab, it was a good time to fill in those of you who have been waiting for my posts.

First off, play practice is getting better. I am enjoying my popularity, and also my wonderful role, but not Kathy's neo-nazi way of running rehearsal. Without the office, I am sad. There is not end to my sadness when I am kicked out of that place for no viable reason.

Things with Coti and I are also getting better. We were on the phone the other day for over and hour and a half. He's trusting me more and more, and I am beginning to forgive him. If we can keep this friendship up, some of the wounds may be healed once and for all. That would be great for me.

Oh my goodness, Simbad is on Sunny. Wow. I honestly do not know how I lived before that show man. Robyn and I have become so god damn funny from watching it, you know with being wittier than hell, and the other things we do.

I also enjoy french onion dip a great deal.

I jinxed myself

I guess my getting better post came a little soon. Yesterday was not only my highly anticipated freshman corruption day, it was also the day I was visited with the fairy of womanhood so I had cramps on this joyous occasion. The freshman pooped out on us, mostly because of the poop that little julian pushed out of that sassy mouth of his. Fiona, Robyn, Miranda and I spent an exciting day in Burlington without those god damn boys. We went to Applebees, shopping and scaring the shit out of Fiona when Robyn asked what time it was. I said 1:16 and she pulled over and we all started screaming to get out the car, we accomplished an old fashioned Chinese fire drill, with me taking the wheel and Fiona flipping out even more. Glorious a time that was. Anyways, bad things began when I was frightened by a certain football player... you know who you are, and the sudden startle gave me an asthma attack. It took a while but the inhaler kicked in and I thought the worst was over. My attack came back 15 minutes or so later with full force, and the inhaler was not working. Robyn pushed me to agree to go to the ER, and Kathy called 911 and my parents were called as well. Kathy knew enough about me to fill in the people that came with the ambulance, so thankfully I didn't have to talk, because when you can't breathe talking is a challenge. Robyn followed the ambulance with my stuff, and my dad met us there. The ambulance as wicked bumpy, and I was on oxygen but thankfully not too scared. The doctor said I had bronchitis, but I think hes wrong even though my throat hurts like hell, and that bothers me because I got "In the Heights" and not singing along with the new songs is killing me.

Getting Better

I am getting a lot better. For once, I am happy with myself and the way my life is going. I do not need a man to make me happy as I once thought. I needed to make myself happy before I tried to be happy with someone else. Any relationship I have right now can only end well because of the way I feel today. Enough with the happiness and smiles though, I have to go to school soon, and I'm really cold and tired. I don't like being cold. Not at all.

My Wig

I got a wig for guys and dolls. Its wonderful. Also, practice yesterday was fun. I was humped, I haven't been humped in a couple months... it was nice. Thats all I have to say.